And... Action

 In The Holiday, you have this exchange..

Abbott : Iris, in the movies we have leading ladies and we have the best friend. You, I can tell, are a leading lady, but for some reason you are behaving like the best friend.

Iris : You're so right. You're supposed to be the leading lady of your own life, for god's sake! Arthur, I've been going to a therapist for three years, and she's never explained anything to me that well. That was brilliant. Brutal, but brilliant.

The last several weeks, I have been taking more personal control over the direction of my life, instead of letting others or circumstances direction it.  As a result, I have peace... like... all the time.  I do believe that I will see a payoff for my efforts... my psychic ability to predict how things go has been ringing off the hook... that's an old phone saying for younger generations.  It just means I feel it coming.... AFTER I began acting to bring it about on my own and stop waiting for God or fate to do it for me.  But, the peace is worth it all by itself.  I began believing I deserved it, and suddenly I feel... worthy.  And it's easy to be patient to get what I deserve.

But.. none of this works have happened if I didn't get fed up and take action.  I've said several times the last months that the multiverse is real insofar as to say that every day our choices dictate the dimension... or version.. of our lives that result from those choices.  So... what tomorrow are your current thoughts and actions writing.  Are you the leading character or hero in your own story?  If not, why the fk not?  Do something about it.  What do you have to lose?